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I am too young when i got married but i never regret about it.  Well, there are still days that i am thinking about things like if i am not married and no baby. Sometimes i just want to give up but it makes me think that i will be totally looser. So, i just digg to it.

I feel happy when i got married but still have doubts. My dream for my family never came true  and it makes me feel bad until now. They gave me everything i need but i  never think about it. I am totally useless and black sheep of the family. Sometimes, i just want to cut my flesh to lessen the guilt i am feeling.

Nowadays, my head is full of anxiety. Everything is mix up and i do not want to do. I need to have serious talk i guess… To all those teenagers out there, you need to know about this tips:

Never rush Things

I used to be like this! I want everything on rush and i ends up rushing things about getting married too. I am totally young that time, imagine i am only 18 years old and i never think about what future will bring.

Think about your Studies

I study my lesson but people around me gives me a lot of doubt. I hate to be on section one because i never had chance to prove my self. They are all in serious mood but i am not like that. I want everything on fun but still learning  things. Now, i want to finish my studies but there is no chance because i need to think about my daughter first.

Never believe easily

Learn to think about this! Guys have lots of promises but not everything is done. I hate to say this but i think that’s how it is.

Make your dream come true first

I had lots of dreams before but non of them came true. I dreamed to finish my studies but i end up studying nothing. Make your dream come true first before thinking about that stupid love! Girl, Mark my word!

Enjoy your young life

There are lot of things teenagers should experience like going out with friends. Believe it or not gimmicks our part of teenage life and you just need to balance everything. Remember to stop joining stupid non sense group with all this Human Plastic.

I believe that you need to think about your future life first. No one will help you but your self. So, live your life thinking about what’s good for you.